Stephanie.
19.
Art. Films. Photography. Literature. Music. Herb.
Intellectually, stimulate me. hide
I could ask so many people this, including myself and that’s the saddest part. When I was younger I was so selfless and caring. I had so much compassion. I did anything for anyone. I hated, well I hate, seeing people down. As a youth though, I went out of my way to do anything, that I thought would cheer them up. It was just in my nature.  A few people took advantage of that and instead of learning from it, and bettering myself i became angry, jaded even. I need to get back to the old me. I’m not this huge bitch I TRY to make myself out to be. Well let’s be honest, I can be a bitch sometimes and sometimes it’s necessary. It’s just become a reaction or like a reflex. I immediately, put my bitch guard up because I’m just so used to people stepping on me, and especially when I’ve done so much to help them. It hurts. Sometimes, I really hate being a human because of the weaknesses that come with it. I believe we choose the characteristics we have but i also believe that sometimes to protect our selves we adopt some without noticing, like an instinct.
THUG LIFE

People fall so in love with their pain, they can’t leave it behind. The same as the stories they tell. We trap ourselves.

- Chuck Palahniuk, Haunted  (via mystic-moon)

(Source: liquidnight)

Sleep deprevation
afterthesmoke:

…no more games
I do.
LAZY sunDAZE.